2005-06-06 - 1:48 a.m.
�It�s going to be photo-finish�
So I approach the end of high school�much quicker then I expected. Four years seemed to have passed in the blink of an eye. Where did time go? I�ll have to be careful not to blink again�wouldn�t want the rest of my life to pass me by and end up 6 feet under. So I�ll do my best � in other news I have concluded that life has a funny way of working itself out. During the past few years I told myself I was going nowhere in life and that there was no purpose to anything. I never thought there would be anything for me after high school�what was claimed to be �the best years of are life� was pretty shitty therefore concluding that life only goes downhill from there on end�so I saw no purpose. I figured I�d end up doing some shitty, long shift, mindless minimum wage job and hating it as well as myself for having fucked everything up. I figured I�d constantly be thinking about how stupid I was not to work in high school and how those few years of laziness screwed up the rest of my life. So, having that in mind, I�continued to sit around doing absolutely nothing...telling myself who cares, cause I certainly didn�t. I really had no intention of doing anything. My parents, being who they are, wanted me to apply at some places. They want me to be �happy� and be �the best I can be��so to make them happy I applied to some c�jep in Sherbrooke for a music program. I applied to the music program cause it was the only course I actually enjoyed. I never truly thought I�d get in... Well the application said that I had to pass an audition containing several tests giving them a general idea of where you are and whether not the student has potential. Well I can assure you I screwed up every test they gave me�but surprisingly I got in. So looks like have a few more years ahead of me�I�ll have wait to see how those go�all will be revealed in time.
